The result that I came out on management diagnostic is Type D high I. This result explains my personality a lot, I am the kind of person who will think of power frequently and know how to use power when I needed it. “Power” is part of my life. I love to have power and wanted to have lots of power. However, I am scare that the thirsty of power will cause me into a big trouble in the future too. Also, I believe in absolute power. I always firm on rules at my work place. The personality that I have now is probably formed when I was a child.
Throughout my childhood, I am always the only one that gets everybody’s attention. When others don’t pay attention to me, I feel so angry and so disappointed. My family members treat me very well as I grew up because I am the only daughter. Even now, I still try to tell others that I am the only one, I am the special one, and they should treat me well if not, they will lose me forever. Sometimes, I will feel so isolated because I am always imagining myself as a higher status person or having an absolute power. However, having an aggressive action isn’t always a bad thing because it seemed people respect me more when I am angry.
Starting at my workplace, I shortly realized that having a stoic emotion on my face and not getting easily annoyed would gain me respect from others. Nowadays, people love to step down on others to climb up or step down on others to make them feel better. For me having irritability personality is a mess that protects me from being stepped on. Therefore, I know that it is a good thing for me to know how and when to use my temper as a weapon. I’m the woman in POWER!!!
Also, I understand it isn’t a good idea to having that kind of personality all the time because I might have a higher chance of getting heart attacks, high blood pressure or strokes. Overall, I think the kind of personality comes from stress, power, and environmental pressure. I know it will benefit us if we know how to use our temper wisely and learn more about the effects of bad temper.
I want to have a more conscientiousness type of personality because I think it would be nice if I think more before I act. So, I can make better decisions as the result. Also, I think making decision don’t need to be made fast, it needs to be made accurately. And I believe that our personality is form by internal and external force, so it is hard for us to change to another type of personality now. However, I know I will try my best to change my personality to be more conscientious.
